Post by Arwen Winter Diesira on Nov 14, 2011 2:12:49 GMT -5
arwenwinterdiesira
Got a secret. Can you keep it?
Full Name: arwen winter diesira
Age: sixteen
Grade: sophomore
Occupation: (if adult)
Play By: brookelle bones
Swear this one you'll save. Better lock it, in your pocket.
Likes: beaches , twizzlers , movies , ice creams , teddy bears , iced tea , hot coco
Dislikes: spiders , the dark , being alone , thunder , snakes
Strengths: she's basically one of the best secret keeper, kind-hearted, swet natured
Weaknesses: lacks the will the trust too many people, her shyness
Secrets: i was raped, my mother is a control-freak, pyscho. i lost who i was once i lost my virginity.
Overall Personality: anxious, closed-off, parniod, sweetheart, hyper , childish ; these are all the things that someone would use to describe little arwen. she's basically the little girl that you met that seems to be in some sort of trouble , or always looking over her shoulder for something bad to pop up behind her. she always seems to be changing her moods, as well. once you met her, i can tell you that she won't spill more than her name out at first, and that's usually how you would find little arwen. but, lately little arwen is changing so much that not even she knows who she is.
she's been doing different things, acting differently, and not like her normal childish hyper self either. the only way that she finds herself getting rid of her paranio is really two things; drugs and drinking. she is usually found at some club, dancing her little self away, and chugging those drinks down like a champ. no one would guess that little arwen is going down a spiral spin of trouble. she's doing things that are out of her norm, she's hanging out with anyone that isn't in her crowd, and just not acting like herself. but really, in reality, arwen is spiraling downward because she has severe depression. to her, everything in her life isn't the way it once was. she is acting out of from her bipolar, her anxiety, and her depression.
Taking this one to the grave. If I show you, then I know you.
Father: Raymond Nivek Diesira
Mother:Rhonda Winter Diesira
Siblings: wicca, wisteria, and nivek
Pets: spunks, her rabbit, and raphal, her hampster, and charlie, her border collie
Others: (if any)
Overall History: in the life of arwen, everything is difficult. growing up in world war 111 isn't that easy, you know? well that's what it felt like for little sweet arwen. she was the last girl born to the diesira family. she has three older siblings, niv, wicca and wisteria. together, they all make up a pretty messed up family. arwen grew up with a great protective brother, niv and her two older sisters, but only being close to wicca. neither of her parents understood her, placing her in hospitals, in therapies, and any other thing they thought would 'fix' thier youngest daughter. but the thing is she didn't have issues intill they made her have them. they thought since thier three other kids were so messed up that arwen must be. at a young age, they threw her in these things to see what they could 'fix'. through all the talks, all the things that she went through as alittle child, she formed paronia ,and strange fears and habits.
through out her life, hospitals and therapists rooms have been something arwen has always seen, but the one thing that changed her life would be the night she let everything lose. Arwen had gotten into the wrong crowd lately, and she had been introduced to men after men, and went to parties after party. but, this party was the one that changed her life. Everyone meet : Mason Chase Cartier. The one reason that everything is going the way it is, the reason her depression is out of wack, her parnia is going off the walls, all because he raped her and took advantage of the way she was that night. Arwen remembers pieces of the night, but she can tell you all of those ten minutes that she lost her innocents.
Ever since this, Arwen has gone down hill. She has been sneaking out, doing drugs, having sex that is meanless, and just straight out of control. But underneath it all, her depression is hitting the roof, and her parnia is out of wack just because of one thing. She is over-clossed off lately, to everyone, even Nivek. She is going down hill, and fast.
Won't tell what I said. Cause two can keep a secret.
Role Play Example:
ryder had a day off from having the kids, for the first time in about a week. in all honesty, ryder couldn't wait for this day because he had been well, urm, so overwhelmed with everything in his life so far. with nicole back in his life, he had so much drama that he was over his head in it. as well as nicole, there was millie. the girl right before nicole entered that he met. millie was amazing, really she was the most sweetest, understanding and down to earth girl. complete polar oppisite of nicole. nicole was stuck up, materalistic, and got way to overwhelmed easily, but millie. well, she was used to all the stress that children brought, as she worked at the town's daycare.
ryder had one hand on his steering - wheel, and the other on the his leg. he was casual driving, as he would call it. he was searching for somewhere to go, and then it hit him where he would go; the lake. he already had his swimsuit on, and a black shirt on as well. he looked around as he turned down the road, towards the lake. ryder seemed to find himself here, or the park for thinking.
he sighed, and then looked towards his phone. he seemed to think it was a good time for him and nic to talk things out. no, he didn't want a scream fest that happened the first time that they met. but he wanted to talk things out smoothly. just how would this all work? things with her always got complicated. he sighed, and then when he parked the car infront of the lake, he grabbed his cell phone. he went to text nicole.
" hey, nic. i'm at the lake. i thought maybe we could hang out, and talk about things alittle more. i don't know what your doing, but if you can, meet me at the lake."
after he hit send, he shut his phone, sliding in his pocket. once this was done, he shut his car off, pulling the keys out, he opened the door to his suv. he closed the door, and then walked to the bench. he sat down, looking out at the water. it was so calm here, and for once, empty. he put his hands together, relaxing a bit. he smiled, taking a breath, and the waiting came began for his once-lover, nicole. the one he knew he still loved, the one he had two wonderful children with, that just happen to be the center of his world. and the woman that drove him insane, in many ways
ryder had one hand on his steering - wheel, and the other on the his leg. he was casual driving, as he would call it. he was searching for somewhere to go, and then it hit him where he would go; the lake. he already had his swimsuit on, and a black shirt on as well. he looked around as he turned down the road, towards the lake. ryder seemed to find himself here, or the park for thinking.
he sighed, and then looked towards his phone. he seemed to think it was a good time for him and nic to talk things out. no, he didn't want a scream fest that happened the first time that they met. but he wanted to talk things out smoothly. just how would this all work? things with her always got complicated. he sighed, and then when he parked the car infront of the lake, he grabbed his cell phone. he went to text nicole.
" hey, nic. i'm at the lake. i thought maybe we could hang out, and talk about things alittle more. i don't know what your doing, but if you can, meet me at the lake."
after he hit send, he shut his phone, sliding in his pocket. once this was done, he shut his car off, pulling the keys out, he opened the door to his suv. he closed the door, and then walked to the bench. he sat down, looking out at the water. it was so calm here, and for once, empty. he put his hands together, relaxing a bit. he smiled, taking a breath, and the waiting came began for his once-lover, nicole. the one he knew he still loved, the one he had two wonderful children with, that just happen to be the center of his world. and the woman that drove him insane, in many ways
If one of them is dead.
Alias:Brig
Experience:Six years I think.
How Did You Find Us: Ren is the sickest person, She told me about this before she was even done with it
Any Other Characters:
I shall have others in about two days, beat that.
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